Alhamdulillah kepada Tuhan yang meminjamkan udara untuk bernafas dan bumi untuk dipijak. Yang mencorakkan langit untuk dipertontonkan kepada makhluk ciptaanNya, yang mana bukan sahaja sebagai hiasan, tapi mampu menceriakan atau memurungkan seseorang. Betapa hanya secorak langit dapat menyentuh perasan.
Ever feel everything that you want to do has its limitation?
Lately, theres a lot of project need to be done, plus with the deadlines and presentations.
Biasanya diri ni tak kisah seberapa banyak mana assignments or kerja untuk dibuat, asalkan theres a room for activites yang keluarkan endorphin dalam badan, so that the pressure/stress or yang sewaktu dengannya dapat di releasekan in the form of sweat. it is the best and cheap theraphy.
But for some reason, kaki dah tak dapat nak function properly, like normally. Lari tak dapat nak exceed 5km. Sad. very sad.
Went to urut with this brother Hariz, yang juga dulu pernah mendalami ilmu darul syifa.
Biasanya sakit-sakit kat bahagian kaki, has something to do with the entire body system.
And he found out that, my back hurts. Tak sedar pun sehingga di cek and tekan betul-betul in the middle of my back. Sakitnya teramat, dont know how to describe.
Terasa macam OKU. 1 months plus tak lari. Kehidupan rasa kosong. Over.
Sangka baik kat Allah.
Mungkin untuk fokuskan diri menyiapkan segala projects and assignments.
Half of my life is gone. Need to learn how disbled person live their life with full of joy.
Muhasabah, insaf.
If theres still hope that can help to cure my spinal pain... I can get back up and running again.
But sometimes, when you knew that pain is permanently, jangan manjakan sangat badan, lets run.
Maybe I need to listen to what my body needs rather than my desire to do things.
Helpless,
Nazrul Arif.
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