Pray 4 Them.

I feel jealous of those who are tested by Allah. Although it hurts them, but if you think it wisely, Allah loves you. You cant deny that Allah want us to rely on Him. Little do we realize on how much this little act of syukr give a major impact in our life. In fact it affect our daily life.
What is it that you want will surpass what Allah has decided for you. For all the things that He gave us is final and although if you think using this limited aql is impossible, Allah make it possible just to open our eyes on His greatness. Nothing can judge His decision on when, how or why everything happened. With our ability that is far from perfection, we could only see the hikmah after all the musibah happened. And death is the greatest warning anyone can get.

How can rainy season went all day long within a week. Wind was blowing hard until it destruct all the things in its way without knowing that one of the things is human's soul. Kind hearted soul. At this worst calamity, one who never raised their hand, put up their both hands up in the sky to ask for forgiveness. But there are some of them who are still trying to steal in a riot. Its very ashame for them who carries a muslim name, a less fortunate people steal from themselves. This show how bad human can be in a time of when Allah gives nikmat and when Allah takes them away from you. We might not be there to witness it, but lesson can be learned. If you are touched with what has happened, theres still a light in you that you yourself are not aware of. It is a sign of us being guided by our fitrah.

I feel sorry for those who spreads fake news of this tragedy, and took advantage of political act between parties. It is clear that theres still some group of humans are not sensitive at all. People lives has been mocked. Fake information has been spread through media as they know it is the only reliable source of information in the time of calamity. May Allah gives hidayah to them.

This 2014 ended with tragedies. Non-stop tragedies from the start of this year towards the end. May all the soul that has been taken make their way to jannah, for that is the only mission of this dunya. Amin.

One thing to keep in mind is that, Allah can make very impossible things, possible. Turn to Him and you will never regret it.

Helpless,
Arif.

When it speaks.

I might not be the one.
But I insist on being the one.
Something within me that cannot be changed.
Its either people around me to accept it or not.
I have lived long enough to not care about people around me,
Until I met someone who truly appreciate me for who I am.
Giving me the freedom to enjoy my life while I still can.

Thinking of the future kills me.
Until I decided to both focus on improving ourselves.
Can't deny I find peace within me.
I want to keep that feeling.
But I wondered if you will stay at the same spot or not.
But its He who plans it.
I guess that is called life.
You can only plan on how to live happy in dunya.

Prepare for any possibilities.
Take risk.

NAA.

Stress + Spinal Pain = Worst Experience Ever

Alhamdulillah kepada Tuhan yang meminjamkan udara untuk bernafas dan bumi untuk dipijak. Yang mencorakkan langit untuk dipertontonkan kepada makhluk ciptaanNya, yang mana bukan sahaja sebagai hiasan, tapi mampu menceriakan atau memurungkan seseorang. Betapa hanya secorak langit dapat menyentuh perasan.



Ever feel everything that you want to do has its limitation?

Lately, theres a lot of project need to be done, plus with the deadlines and presentations.
Biasanya diri ni tak kisah seberapa banyak mana assignments or kerja untuk dibuat, asalkan theres a room for activites yang keluarkan endorphin dalam badan, so that the pressure/stress or yang sewaktu dengannya dapat di releasekan in the form of sweat. it is the best and cheap theraphy.

But for some reason, kaki dah tak dapat nak function properly, like normally. Lari tak dapat nak exceed 5km. Sad. very sad.

Went to urut with this brother Hariz, yang juga dulu pernah mendalami ilmu darul syifa.
Biasanya sakit-sakit kat bahagian kaki, has something to do with the entire body system.
And he found out that, my back hurts. Tak sedar pun sehingga di cek and tekan betul-betul in the middle of my back. Sakitnya teramat, dont know how to describe.

Terasa macam OKU. 1 months plus tak lari. Kehidupan rasa kosong. Over.

Sangka baik kat Allah.
Mungkin untuk fokuskan diri menyiapkan segala projects and assignments.
Half of my life is gone. Need to learn how disbled person live their life with full of joy.
Muhasabah, insaf.

If theres still hope that can help to cure my spinal pain... I can get back up and running again.
But sometimes, when you knew that pain is permanently, jangan manjakan sangat badan, lets run. 

Maybe I need to listen to what my body needs rather than my desire to do things.


Helpless,
Nazrul Arif.